Compasses are necessary

I have no common sense or any kind of sense when I'm driving .
I don't know what is right and what is left . Sometimes I think turning right is turning left and turning left is turning a right. I've been and drove to many places in long island and I still can't contain the knowledge of where to turn or go sometimes . I wonder why I can't think straight most of the time while I drive .

At times I wish I can tell my friends what I ponder about on a daily basis. I don't think I conversed about anything "deep" to anyone yet. If i did, it definitely has been a while . Personally it's very hard for me to leak out anything "deep" to anyone because I'd feel intimidated . I'm afraid that they won't listen and most likely would feel indifferent. I fancy that humans contain greedy ears and mouths. MOST of the time those ears and mouths only will be shared to those that have substantial feelings for each other. Friction . I hope one day I'll discover that one person to tell the whole caboodle to . That would be the day of refinement.

Blogs are sometimes so personal .
Whoever reads my blogs will find one minor
thing about me . That's moderately ...cool , I suppose

Tonight was sushi and plantains night . No latkes tonight . Absurd ...
The boys ate the food with joy (hopefully) . The sushis I make aren't really sold anywhere in long island , so there's no way they can have a satisfied spicy tuna sushi meal like so . That sounded ultra conceited but it's the truth . I made plantains tonight too . I placed salt and brown sugar on top and bottom of the plantains. The brown sugar hardens at the end and has a crunchy delicious texture and taste to it . The salt evens the sweetness out . I learned how to make these from my friend Kayla. She resides in Syracuse and making these tonight made me miss everyone. My friend Ben made these ridiculous deep fried quesadillas.

Afterwards we decided to go drive to this amazing spot in oyster bay where you can practically see the whole city from across . We got lost for almost 2 hours . Wasted gas . Listened to fun danceable tunes. Ate pumpkin seeds and filled the car's atmosphere with the scent of weed. It was worth it , I thought. It was still considered hanging out with my fellow peers .

Tomorrow , I want to relax and finish my art piece. I have a feeling that this won't happen due to the fact that I need to hang out with someone that I haven't seen in the past month . I would be in vain if I don't .