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This isn't something I realized today, but many days before.
I'm weak-minded and I have a weak heart . It's such a downfall , and I want to fix this issue as soon as possible. I get very obsessed with the feeling of romance and just the simple affections the opposite sex provides (usually it's a momentarily thing).

The reason why I decided to vent about this on my blog is because I just finished watching this one episode of a korean drama while working on some new brooches (which will be on sale soon !) . This episode ended with an unexpected kiss and left that episode hanging. I felt touched. How pathetic ..... IS THAT! It's very pathetic.
Not only this happened, but this week I have experienced many arguments and normally people wouldn't get TOO upset with minor arguments or simple opinions in general. With me and my weak mind... of course I got offended to many of these arguments. How am I supposed to live on with a mindset such as mine.

People like me , who are sensitive, short-tempered , stubborn, and weak-minded are not meant to associate with this world . The society acts the same, thinks the same way too much, and are careless. Lucky for them, they don't have a difficult time living their lives. I sometimes wish I was born as a rich, uncaring asshole that felt nothing but the pleasures of money and myself, because life would be easy , so easy to live. But at the same time,living my current life is more defining and leaves me with a more curious mindset with an indefinite future that I have to create by choosing these difficult paths in this fucked up world. Also feeling these strong fucked up emotions throughout my personal life. Only certain people can also feel mutual about this entry, just certain individuals.

I don't know where this entry is leading..but what initiated me in writing this entry in the first place was feeling sensitive to that unexpected kiss scene in that korean drama.

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Alright, my plans in uploading my blog everyday always fails.
i WILL RETURN SOON